| last few days of school!!!! |
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| just got home from a bar in holland called guppies. (it was the old prime time, in case you were wondering) i was the dd (aka designated driver) for the night. it was my moms bday so, of course, my brother got her smashed, as well as himself. my brother is the funniest drunk you'll ever know, trust me. josh is getting home tomorrow...well kinda sunday. sometime tomorrow night anyway. yay! havent seen him in two weeks. wow. well anywho im flying solo tomorrow night and just having a nice night at home watching movies. if anyone would like to join, give me a call. cya on monday probably. |
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| volleyball banquet tonight....that was a blast....not. anywho. friends troubles. boyfriends troubles. school troubles. money troubles. in general life troubles. life sucks. like i said before there are too many changes taking place at once and it scares me. i cant handle all of it at once. grrr. i wish things were just back to normal. well who doesnt. forget it. i give up on trying to make things better. just let it go its course. nothing is going the least bit way i intended it to go. whatever. thats all i have to say. |
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| all right something awfully fishy is going on here. everything is changing. im not happy with some things, yet im happy with others. im changing my mind of big things and keeping my thoughts on one thing. grrr. life just got harder than it already was. i thought i had it all good and mostly figured out but i guess i was wrong. screw life. there are better things to worry about. |
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